[Well, then no wonder the kid is disoriented, to say the least. Either one of those curveballs would be enough to really throw a person; right now, he's been knocked for a double loop, and Steve's hoping the chance to get some sleep, some food, and a hot shower will at least give Eugene a little time to figure it out.
He nods. Because... yeah, it is pretty obvious, at least to Steve's mind, what the Admiral would have offered. The not-so-crazy thing is, if the Admiral had found him, offered him a deal right after Bucky fell from that train -
Steve would have jumped at it like a hound after a hare. And now... now, Steve wonders if he's a goddamned fool for not asking for more. But he's not sure he could, and live with himself. How can he take the easy way out, just ask the Admiral to fix everything, for a few months or years of service, when he's made a mistake so deep that he's not sure he can even see the bottom of it?
But how can he not? Why should Bucky suffer for Steve Rogers' pride?
Either way, it's not important right now. Getting this Marine into a better place is.] I believe you. And I can see that he was. [And so are you.] There's a chapel, here. If you want to use it. It's usually pretty quiet in there. I don't think it matters how you believe, either. It's for everybody.
[spam!!]
He nods. Because... yeah, it is pretty obvious, at least to Steve's mind, what the Admiral would have offered. The not-so-crazy thing is, if the Admiral had found him, offered him a deal right after Bucky fell from that train -
Steve would have jumped at it like a hound after a hare. And now... now, Steve wonders if he's a goddamned fool for not asking for more. But he's not sure he could, and live with himself. How can he take the easy way out, just ask the Admiral to fix everything, for a few months or years of service, when he's made a mistake so deep that he's not sure he can even see the bottom of it?
But how can he not? Why should Bucky suffer for Steve Rogers' pride?
Either way, it's not important right now. Getting this Marine into a better place is.] I believe you. And I can see that he was. [And so are you.] There's a chapel, here. If you want to use it. It's usually pretty quiet in there. I don't think it matters how you believe, either. It's for everybody.